I wanted to call him
Yesterday was day 17 of No Contact and I was ridiculously tempted to call or sms him. But I was worried that he’d ignore me as I ignored his last sms to me.
So I controlled myself. I fooled around with my niece and I watched Youtube videos. I read Slate and I watched some crappy television series on tv.
And then he sent me an email today. I don’t know what he wants but it’s probably about some book he’s planning to read.
What he doesn’t know is that he’s giving me more strength to move on, now that he’s once again trying to contact me. Zis is good…