Takes some getting used to

15/12/2007

I woke up in an empty flat just over 20 minutes ago. It has taken me all of four months to accomplish, so I’m feeling pretty chuffed at myself. Though, I’ll be the first to admit that I’m already lonely, and aching to call him and speak to him. God alone knows why.

See, he was my best friend (or so I thought) for a very long time. We did almost everything together: sex, book launches, play videogames, fight, cook, clean, shop, play. Not that there was much playing, but anyway.

It’ll take me a while to get to grips with being alone. I’m hoping that this will re-introduce me to that sweet, innocent girl of just over four years ago, the one who would never have dreamt of throwing someone’s cellphone against his head during the heat of the moment. The one who could never express her colouredness the way I can now. The one who is not yet bitter and still has hope of finding her Mr/Ms Right.

The introduction might take a while but I’m pretty sure it’d be worthwhile.

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